Whole Me

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I wrote Whole Me in the midst of a deep depression. I hadn’t had a period of depression that bad in probably close to a decade. I lost all sense of purpose. I spent hours of each day just staring at a wall. I had intense dissociation, the kind where you leave your body and look down on yourself. It was compounded by the feeling that I thought I had overcome this battle already, but here I was in it again. The song is about realizing you’re not done with the growing pains. There’s always still work to do assembling the pieces of yourself.

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The first time I left my body
I searched for a new one
Scrambling around in the darkness
I couldn’t get in to you

Wasn’t even worthy to desire anything
Wasn’t even worthy to desire anything

I’m still searching for that whole me
I’m still searching for that whole me
Trying to make the pieces meet
Trying to make the pieces meet

The first time l left my body
I almost didn’t turn back
I bought everything I dreamed of
Just to take it away from myself

Wasn’t even worthy to desire anything
Wasn’t even worthy to desire anything

I’m still searching for that whole me
I’m still searching for that whole me
Trying to make the pieces meet
Trying to make the pieces meet

credits

released June 29, 2022
Produced by Alexander Vincent, Anwar Sawyer & vōx
Mixed by Mike Piazza
Mastered by Darren Vermaas

Photographed by Lucy Sandler
Makeup by Satya Linak
Styled by Leonard Murray
Assisted by Cameron Rath
Creative Direction by vōx & Jessica Kao
"Me" Fabric Created by Candy Mountain
Nails by Studio Aoko

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vōx Los Angeles, California

discography

WET

Mar 2024
Wild Animal Opus 1

Feb 2024
Wild Animal

Nov 2023
In Their Image

Oct 2023
How You Feel Underneath EP

Jun 2023
Whole Me

Jun 2022
This Body EP

Sep 2020
I Am Not A God EP

Oct 2019
I Was Born

May 2017

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